Hey all.....

Sad to say that I'm going to quit blogging. AGAIN. It's because I have no time to update about myself.

So to all, you can remove me from your links....

Thank you and goodbye.

YASNIZA, MAIZURAH, ATAI, JIA AND EVERYONE IN INZALISNA TARI...

AKU RINDU GILA DENGAN KORANG OKAY!!!!!

Boohhooooo!!!!

Right now I'm caught up with a fever. I find this freaky though. The last few days I was asking myself, 'eh dah lama tak sakit eh?' then PAP!! Next day terus demam. Maybe it's due to the vigorous trainings lar...

Oh yeah.. I'm involved in the World Dance Alliance aka Singapore Dance Week at Dhobby Ghaut Green on the 23rd and Zapin D' Muara at Taman Warisan on the 30th. Pernah buat tak 3 items in one event? TAK PERNAH OKAY!!!! Mati ah aku.....!!

How I wish I could tell you that I still love you although you hate me......

Note: This has nothing to do with people from the past.

Here's my response.

I too has no grudges or whatsoever with you and I do still keep the promise of what I wrote in my blog before. Tapi renungkan lah balik, siapa yang mula melenting dan main bombard orang lain macam macam? Kalau dah tau salah, a simple sorry would be nice. Tak payah nak masih tunjuk kan diri tu tak bersalah. Ada ke aku besar besar kan cerita nie? Tak kan? Malu lah sikit pada budak budak. Kita kat sini tak carik pasal, you yourself yang kuat melenting sampaikan keluar perkataan 'kurang pendidikan mak bapak dan agama'. Tak ke kurang ajar perkataan tu?

Kalau rasa tersinggung dengan review Mimi buat dalam Facebook, harus telan dan terima. Itu pemandangan dan nilaian dari seorang penonton. Salah ke? I still remember you teaching your people to accept criticisms but when this happened, you were the one making a big fuss about it. Mana pengajaran you buat selama nie?

For once, try to agree what I say.

And for the record, kalau masih nak kata yang kita carik pasal... Try looking at everyone's blog and see the dates and entries. Sapa yang mula carik pasal?

Ok, that was a fucking long break I had from blogging. Seriously I was damn busy with shows, SYF and etc. And now, I actually just came back from KL. As usual, one of my sexcapades. LOL

Quite a romantic guy although not that good looking. It's kinda funny when he tried to converse in English with me. Damn broken lor! But whatever is, it was a wonderful morning. ;-))

Another thing is, SYF for primary schools is finally over. Alhamdulillah, ZPS got Silver. I know Abu wasn't hoping for that but he did put up a brave front. Yang penting, budak budak ZPS semua vogue vogue okays!

Alright, let's move on.

Recently, someone bombarded me in his blog. I know he was refering to me but seriously I couldn't care less. At first, I was almost going hysterical but then, I kept myself calm because I didn't do it. Wanna know what happened?

Apparently he said that I threw my friends away just like that. Once I have new friends, I will tend to throw the rest away. He also mentioned about 3 people whom I 'threw'. Well, let's just see these pictures, shall we?

On the 2nd picture, Mel was on the right. Azfar is useless at taking group photos. LOL

So guys, what does it shows? And by the way, these was taken last week. So, do I throw away friends like rubbish?? When these 3 people(Mimi, Mel and Azfar) are the beings I treasured the most?

About the other one, I'm so sorry to say this but I'm damn DISAPPOINTED with you. Me and Mimi actually didn't make a big hoohaa about this and there you go telling people stories, until to the point that the sisters of damnation are questioning each other's trust. What's your point actually? I hate to say this but I think you have already made a bad impression to me. And what Mimi say is true.

"sisters of damnation will always be four....not 1, 2 or 3... or more."

And to mr blogger. Mintak maaf lah banyak banyak but I guess you are wrong this time. I would remain quiet sebab dah tak kuasa nak ada selisih faham atau whatsoever.

And if you say I buang muka or whatsoever, ask yourself first. I saw you looking at me and you averted your attention by talking to someone else. So sapa yang lari dari sapa sekarang? Budak budak tegur and salam, ada ke I buat muka? I even tell them, "Perform well okay". Buang muka ke tu? So bole tolong explain tak which part I buang muka? Till now, I'm clueless. Buat terfikir fikir sampai tak tido tau.

Lagi satu, kalau nak kutuk orang bapok ke, pondan ke.... Fikirlah dulu. Cerminkan diri and ask yourself what you did for the past 10 years. Perlu ke I write everything down here for you? Tak perlu kan? Nie teguran sahaja. Takde yang kasar kasar. Fikirkan k.

And anyway, manusia mana yang makan cili tak rasa pedas? Tu namanya orang takde common sense.

Saya hanya mengatakan perkara yang benar atas apa yang saya dengar.

Terima kasih.

Senang cakap lah eh, jangan nak hidup dalam kesenangan bila kau dah buat kawan aku hidup dalam kesusahan. Kalau dah ada rezeki lebih, apa salahnya kau jelaskan hutang hutang kau dulu? Perlu ke kawan aku nak kena merangkak kat kau mintak duit sedangkan kau yang hutang dengan dia? LU PIKIR LAH SENDIRI!

By the way kan, kalau korang rasa korang dah janggal nak tegur atau bebual dengan aku then GO AHEAD! For me, tu semua takde hal. Cuma orang yang buat salah jer akan rasa macam gitu. Takpelah, I've removed you people from my life and from now onwards, kita tak kenal each other okay.

And one more thing, kalau aku tak accept request kau dari dulu... It's fucking obvious that I REJECTED EVERY REQUEST YOU SENT! Jangan buang masa kau.

ALAMAK!!! BUAT DARAH AKU UP AH!!!!!!!!

Gosh, I must say I have lost the touch in updating my blog again. Blame it on my busy schedule though.

I was freaked out when I came to realise that it's already coming to the end of March. SYF for primary schools is coming near and I could feel the jitters already, not to mention my buddies like Abu, Busu and Sudirman whom I can see that they are stressed out with this event. Gonna prepare myself on the 12th of April since we are going to be damn busy for the 4 days event.

My little godsister got married last weekend. Finally the little girl who always walked past Gram's house from school has already settled down.

I don't wanna talk about the surrounding in my life. I simply feel grateful to have good people around me. That's all.

Jeng!! I realised that I've not updated for more than 10 days.... What the heck??!!!

Eh hello... It's my blog so it's my pasal lah!!!

So much happened for the past few weeks. I can't simply write everything down right? Well, never mind. Too lazy to write an old grandmother story.

BoonLay girls, 4 more weeks before I take my final bow.

Korang jangan notti notti eh bila abang dah takde.

This really disturbs me for awhile just now. I was infuriated with such despicable way of making me a toy to play with. This happened before I shunned him out a few days ago.

Me: aniwae... is there something u wanna tell me?

Him: hmm.. nothing y?

Me: hmm... nvm... so how are u with *****? dah ok?

Him: hmm ok uh..

Me: ok thats good lar

Him: ok

Me: so i guess.... i have to walk away now... :)

Him: hmm

Me: take care of him... bye...

That is so obvious that he don't care if I want to walk away or not. But then I held my head up and walked again. Then a few days later, when he saw me online.......

Him: hey

Me: yeah?

Him: how are u

Me: ok fine

Him: ok

What's the meaning of it? Trying to make me your substitute for your lost love?

Sorry, I don't heal broken hearted people.